It’s my 3rd times i broke my heart for the same reason, same person
Sound stupid right?
Is it Your sign to me?,,Sign that the person is not my half
Is it Your warn to me? Warn that i shouldn’t close to him
Is it Your love to me? To keep my real half and give it in right time, right place?
What should i do next? It is like You giving me an injury time to ensure the world that i really love him, but i mess up all things
Or...is it Your punishment to me?
I can’t explain again how it’s feel...3rd times i feel the pain, in the same place, little by little and getting deeper in each times
It’s very painful...i can hear my heart beating, i hear lost then..
I can feel my heart crushed, or sometimes i feel like my heart sliced smoothly
Dear God, could You make me stop crying when i’m brokenheart?
Dear God, what should i do in future when i meet him?
Could You make me smile hapily that time? Could You make my heart strong enough to facing reality
Dear God, im sorry that i’m so stupid ignoring Your sign, Your warn, Your punishment, and Your love...
Make my heart calm, please? :'(